For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.
Jeremiah 29:11 NIV
Life is so not going according to plan --- well my plan anyway. There have been a few unexpected bumps in the road as of late. Most notably --- time spent here last Friday evening.
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Through the miracle of IV antibiotics and the grace of God, he is now home. His road to recovery is still long and still filled with some serious uncertainty. I don't want to go into all the details here, but I will say we have a lot questions that remained to be answered in the weeks ahead as a result of all of this. I am really struggling to remain positive and not let my mind go to a place of doubt and "what if" but it's hard. I come from a long line of worriers and it's tough to fight genetics, you know?
Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you.
1 Peter 5:7 NIV
I am clinging to these words for comfort. God cares for me, I know He does. I know He has plans for my future--- our future --- I just can't help but wish they are the same as mine. Only time will tell.